HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! YAY!! Nara nara
that good .. bye cof cof ... Not to mention I am now .. porke rains, it pours>.> ....
today .. is MADREEEEEE DAY! YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!! and nothing ..
toy *-* happy and sad at the same time .. ke and my mom is alone there in Fsa, but she is happy here ... ke this before .. I was saying ke IIBA not miss .. I could not .. porke ke this trip is something I have to sacrifice her .. and I have to enjoy ke FINAL! ... but .. even now ... ke not miss much .. ke I think after writing these words if I'm going to miss .. xD but bueh!
today .. I was in my bed awake .. at about 10:30 am ... and my fever and sore throat started to rave ... was not as ... but .. my mother had died in an automobile accident (O_O) (my mom travels a lot by bus) and my sister Andrea Holland called me to tell me .. and I believed it at first .. and then I screamed like crazy (this is all imagination of as reactionary) would start to mourn .. and I would go to my room crying .. my mom here and / or my brother (ke was using the computer and listen to me cry and mourn I saw) came to wonder if it was okay .. and I send them to the crest! ke keria told not to talk to ANYONE! (English and English) ... deespues and told them .. cuadno trankilice me ... with the AFS program you prune back to Arg, for the wake and a few weeks, and then go back home .. I did that .. and now comes the most shocking .. O_O ...
when I get to Arg. investigate a bit more .. and I find the person (had survived ke) ke driving the bus (and according to reports was driving ke bad oo) and went in front of him .. I stopped watching it and I said ..
ke ke no idea what he had done ... she was the person ke kept me believing in God .. ke the person gave me a reason to continue .. kien encouraged me .. kien me support ... kien protected me ... she was kindness in person ... it was MY JESUS (I create a pokito ke Notec in Jesus .. but she is my personal Jesus;)) did not deserve to die .. but was dead .. because of him .. ke and his "I'm so sorry" does not solve anything .. ke ke and had paid with their pain * and there I hit in the balls xD and started to hang .. people tried to separate .. and I at the end .. he hit his head the floor and let go * I said, as he was being carried by persnas, ke if she was alive .. NO ONE deserved to live ... in this corrupt and decadent world .. if she was alive .. ke was not worth all the others continue to live ... and started screaming like crazy AGUANTE GIRL! RUSSIA AGUANTE! NORTH KOREA AGUANTE! KE todoss kill us!
and then .... thinking what i mean my mom .. I began to mourn ... porke truth .. dependent to my mom .. I can not imagine ke go on without her .. is like the light of my life .. the ke me insists on continuing forward .. makes it all the ke ... and surrender their selfish desires .. to help their daughters ... Love is a SINGLE mother! .. UNICA is a person too ... Formosa (city where lived) was always surrounded by shit so asker .. but it is believed hico ke ke me the world was not so (and I confirm with my friends from the Internet) .. T_T I never told my mom .. ke how much he loved her ...
but she always said .. Jesus was my personal ke xD .. miss your singing .. their "I do not understand is this button ke" or "help me with this," it was always mails ke .. kejandose always xD xDD my dad and making him cuddling a Alipio Yun .. xD giving Alipio lettuce and making shit diarrhea .. xD Cleo fight and then say "cat Guacha" .. his laugh .. I realize now .. ke really strange .. ke and the need in my life .. to be more independent ke .. but now it's time for her to die ke ... could not accept ... would suffer a lot ... ke would have to depend on my father (CHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN!! O_____________O !!!!! T_______T) and what that would mean .. ke T_T ... ke would have sacrificed so much .. .. not what i would do .. derail me .. porke ke she is given a meaning to my life ...
Mami .. I love you with all my soul ... Lalla
Sunday, October 15, 2006
Monday, October 9, 2006
Cake Plateau With Crystals
NAAA! I'ma
cuidateeeee ;___; lalalalala ke count? uhm .. aki to fart .. not feel like writing .. but wanting to update this xD Jo is my inspiration *---* if you read what i Neeche *-* x3 I love you and. uhm ... here .. lalala .. lalala ... soon .. Neeche going to have a lot of work ... JUJUJUJU .. *-* I was porke .. XDDDD JUJUJU uhm ... byeeee
cuidateeeee ;___; lalalalala ke count? uhm .. aki to fart .. not feel like writing .. but wanting to update this xD Jo is my inspiration *---* if you read what i Neeche *-* x3 I love you and. uhm ... here .. lalala .. lalala ... soon .. Neeche going to have a lot of work ... JUJUJUJU .. *-* I was porke .. XDDDD JUJUJU uhm ... byeeee
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